Live Like I'm Dying

oke first of all i wanna say hello to my blog..long time no see..hello to my reader (i guess its not more than 2 persons) long time not share what i feel my alay stories yah no offense.
oke, everything's happened for maybe the last few months after i left this blog because of i don't have appropriate internet connection which helps me to live my blog, so this blog looks like a trash without owner..hehe lebay. what i want to share in this blog tonight is my whole 'alay' feelings after i came to Malang for 'almost' one week..lets see the chronologies:

1. i came in malang on Friday, June 22nd, i' was pink at that day..yeah covered with pink shirt, pink jacket and pink face yeah the sun in pagandaran beach burnt my face and made it looks pink..red but pink exactly. then my sister picked me up and you know the thing that made me angry was i bought ultramilk and the price was IDR5...hoho...my lovely town being so fierce now..
2. all of my friends haven't finished their final exams. so, as a good friend and lovely friend i'm here waiting for you guys. you know? i looked like a flower lack of water. imagine that. nothing to do except weight gaining program.
3. my friend text me..ask me to join them cuddling...but..yeah the problem is i got influenza and its killing me. killing me softly..
4. wow...the alay thing is what do you expect from a person whom you love for long time ago but you don't love him/her anymore but when you do the 'kepo' thing by looking at his/her facebook and the worst thing is you see him/her status 'in a relationship'? whoaa..it happened to me twice and you know?? you know..the last person was the most painful (thanks for crazy little thing called love which give me the words)..huhu..oke the last person isnt handsome, isnt genius, isnt famous after founding something or after doing something excellent..the last person was a funny little boy who always asked me to play with in timezone and the one who looked for me in the school reunion and the one who always smile at me in the same smile..ah i dont know how to describe this person..but actually..i know the person was my bestfriend, i do always remember him and imagine how is he today? but maybe he forget me like he forget his geek face when he was elementary school..haha..know the last person looks better than 6 years ago..hihi..he have good body not a thin little boy and haha the same haha that face that face that face..:D
5. and..now i'm sitting front of my netbook without any direction to go or anything to do..hehe..

okay..thats my blabs..huh, i know i know..kinda boring but at least im happy to let you know :D